its now freakin late lo..im damn damn damn tired..cant slp..just have e urge to read jac's blog again...i read through it once again.and was like so.....oh man............u dum girl....guilty for wat sia.so long ago le.let e past go.its all over man.i sms u like 10 millin times lo.u ask urself have i ever initate to sms u b4.n yet u dun reply n i keep sendin.im like..sianz.i dun really care bout e past cause its all over.and there r just memories.i dun really care bout e furture too.cause if 1 day i get knock down by a car i still lose u.if i lose u cause ur feeling fade i also lose u.it dun matter wat happen in e furture.pls understand wats important.today.!today.!not tmr.not yesterday.that is why i told u everythin.dun u understand.dun even think u will be readin this.kaoz.let ur ego go la.let all ur fears go.hmmm....and ur not harry porter.....u no need go like *ahem Ahem.she is juli.and so be it.whu e fuck care about her existance anymore.she freakin hurt u so bad and still have e cheek to ask u come back to her.wat e fuck is wrong with her.insane? u can continue avoid me la.but hw long can u avoid.why dun just meet and tolk things out lo.e more u avoid e worst things become.cant be lovers still friends rite.why must avoid.i dun even understand lo.and enough with e shit that u hurt me n stuff la.r u crazy not.tellin u all e stuff is not to let u feel guilty lo.doin so much stuff also not suppose to make u feel gulity lo.when u do smt for some1.u dun need to have a purpose.this is e reason why u give.u dun expect somethin in return. dunno u read this anot la.but at least send me an sms la.why dun just sit down n tolk stuff out lo.we know each other for so long and so well..really is a pity to let ya go this way lo.if things will turn out this way i wld nt have said a thing to u lo.just send me an sms when u read this la.tk care la u silly ger.